Ooh baby I'm a fool for you.

So... I got my check in earlier. It's for $55 and I can't wait to cash it. It's my first paycheck ever, and even if it's not a lot, I'm happy. That means I don't have to bug my parents for money for a bit. YAY! It only took a couple of weeks to get here too! O.o Right now, I figure my employer owes me $40 now. He won't send me another check till I do one more assignment for him though. Every five cards/whatever I make he sends me a check. I still have to do another thing that can be done right now and he could send me the money, but I just don't wanna! (In case you can't tell, I'm lazy as Sid) 

School is starting on Monday. I can't seem to wait for that now. Every year I get so hyped up on going back that I can't sleep. I think I'm going to make a trip to the local pharmacy and pick up some sleeping medication. I don't want to go to school on 2 hours of sleep and a mesely cup of coffee/Monster. I am looking forward to this new school year for many reasons:

1.) I have Dr. Sue this year again. I'm taking web page design.

2.) I'm taking 3 college courses 

3.) I might have two jobs

4.) We have a new school.

5.) I got a cute wardrobe that doesn't make me look like I'm in the 8th grade. :D

6.) I get out two periods early

7.) I get to see Julian every day!

Well, there a couple of things in there that I AM  worried about, but I am excited about them as well. Like the two jobs and the college courses. This will be my busiest year I have ever done, and I have found out recently that I LOVE to be busy. Wanna know why? Because when I am out doing things, I eat less. A lot less, it's like, in all the excitement, I forget to eat. Isn't that weird? But I am totally looking forward to a new school, our old one wasn't fit to let terrorists live in there, and that's pretty bad. I know this sounds so... poorish but we are gonna have a two story school. I've always wanted to have a school like that, but with the immature idiots that live in this town, more that one person will be pushed down them. I guess that's why we never really had one before...

And another thing: I will have time to work IN school, because of Dr. Sue. He gives us like, 20-30 minutes of work a day and then we get to do whatever. Last year I took his Photoshop class and look where it got me. I have a job doing what I love to do: Photoshop stuff. So I can get my work done IN school, and get out early cause I'm in the Work Co-Op program.

1. College English

2. College Algebra

3. College Economics

4. Webpage Design

5. Personal Finance

6. Work Co-op? / Applied Music

7. Nothing? / Work Co-op

8. Nothing

That's my schedule for next year the question marks are the changes the counseler should be making to my schedule cause I talked to her about it. If I want out for two hours then I have to have more than 15 hours a week of work. For one hour at least 10.

Well, I have to go now, Julian's coming over and I kinda don't want to put this before him, so see ya!

It's almost like it never happened... I wish!

I'm going to go see G.I. Joe tonight with my Julian. I can't wait really just seeing him makes me happy. Well, sometimes. We have a typical teenage relationship right now. Lots of fights and all. It makes me sad that we can't seem to get along all too well, and it makes me think that we don't belong together. Like God is trying to tell me something. We do get along about 45% of the time, but most we just fight. I think it's cause of our hormones right now, our personalities don't match up right, and I'm just mad at him all the time. You see I have trust issues and every time that I have started to believe that I can trust him, something happens and it destroys everything that I was thinking. It's happened two times before: he left me for another girl, and he broke a serious promise to me. But I'm seriously trying to forgive him and forget about her, because all that she has done is drive a wedge in between me and him and make it hard for me to trust him. (She was involved in both cases) And she moved away recently so I guess it should be better, but I'm still mad at him for it, and I can't stop being mad because we were actually getting along. I mean for about two weeks we hadn't fought! Not even once, and that's a really big accomplishment for both of us, and then this little succubus came along and destroyed it. I pray that one day I can forgive her for what she has done, and that I can learn to love her as I do everyone else, that I can forgive him and myself.

Wow, I totally started to ramble in this one...

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Woo hoo!

So the new school year is starting in about 4 days. I will be a senior in a new high school, and I'm so looking forward to it. I am taking 3 college courses at the school and will be upholding two jobs!!! One possibly at a grocery store and another with my mothers cousin, and you'll never guess what it is for... graphic designing! It's the one of the things that I wanted to go to college for and I'm already doing it. Well, it's more of a business card creating type thing but I'm still excited about it. It's what I love to do.

I've had pretty much a full week too. Completely busy!
Monday: Came home from school clothes shopping with my aunt.
Tuesday: Julian came over, I had to buy my own gas :P, and mailed a letter.
Wednesday: Car battery died on me cause I left the stupid light on inside of it, charged it, went to Ennis for groceries, stopped by Jack In The Box, went to church, came home and worked, then worked on moms car till 1.

And today I have to go to Terrell to sign up for classes at TVCC . My mom can't go with me, which was the original plan, but she can't come because she can't be more than thirty minutes away from the hospital since she is on call right now.

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